The truth is something of a paraloop (an open loop), and therefore, you can struggle for truth, but because it’s “open”, it is truly undefined. It’s infinity. Plus, that’s the nature of being an organism. You can’t known beyond your nature. Your world in your mind is not of the “world above”. Therefore, there is something Christian within itself for someone to struggle to answer the simple question of “are you Christian?” A simple closed loop is nothing - it can’t expand and it stagnates. But, you do need a loop in order to have stability. With no iteration, you have no time. By having an “open loop”, you master both time and space, and that is why Christianity is huge, what with “we are all sinners” and the self-negating negation of the self - a “paradox loop”. Every person is equally immersed in life, just as you are as immersed in truth as a virus or bacteria. To know that you don’t know what is “above” you enables you to truly “reach above” to greater things. It is because you acknowledge that you are below, that there even is something to strive for in the first place. Otherwise, you find yourself, ideologically, sitting on the throne of a crumbling world, because you did not strive. There will be those who “strive” but they are really just striving for themselves - as though they know what produces ascension, without putting in effort.